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Name: Sarah-Beth
Gender: Female
Interests: I love MUSIC...I have played violin for the past 13 years...and I love to sing...I have also gotten interested into photography lately...so I am trying new things there....
Occupation: Model at HCO...
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Fiddlegirl4588
Member Since:
2/7/2007
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| okay...so I haven't written in a LONG TIME...so here I am sitting in the library and it has really hit me...I am going home in a few days...and I am soo happy...so yeah Andy (my boyfriend for 6 months..) and I broke up like a week ago..and things seem to be ok right now..I can honestly say that he is an AMAZING GUY..I hope he figures things out that he is trying to figure out right now...so yeha..well I just felt like writing a little note..I have to go study for my exams. Then who know's what I am going to do today..well I hope that YOU have a GREAT DAy.... | | |
| Today was AMAZING..I went to lunch with Cris (my best friend )and then we went to Target and walked around...and then we went to Naturally Outdoors,...then off to Chick-fil-a..to get a milkshake....then Off to the PARK.. It was SOO much fun to sit on the swing...and then we went on a nature walk..bahaha as Cris called it..So today was AMAZING..I got to hang out with my best friend..and yeah we are best friends again..YEHA...I am soo happy...I am going to do some laundry...mkay..bYe** | | |
| So yea...it is 5:00 and I am sitting here in my room once again......I just got in from running and I was thinking the whole time while I was running about my future...and about my life..I wish that I could find things out RIGHT NOW...about the FUTURE...I mean I really am not sure what the LORD wants me to do. I am soo confused right now, and to be honest this is the time when I need people to be here the most for me. Alot of them are just fading away. I mean I understand that not everybody is going to want to talk to me, but right now I need somebody to talk to me that isn't to worried about themself. It's not like I am being selfish...i just need some help. I just wish that life could go back to what it used to be, when I was little and nothing mattered except that I was getting white milk to drink at lunch instead of chocolate...awww those days were the best....I miss them ALOT...well I will write more later...bYE** | | |
| So now...I am ok...I had a GREAT RUN..and got some things off my mind...then I went and got a slushi with the BOY..which was AMAZING...so yeah...I feel much better now..I am going to sleep in tomorrow...cause I have no classes YEAH....then I am going to start packink my stuff to take it HOME for SPRING BREAK...which I am very excited about...I get to hang out with some of my friends that live at HOME...so yeha...I am happy...welll Good-NITE...bYe** | | |
| So I am sitting here in my room...and it is 9:00.... and I am all ready tired.. I think I am going to get out and go RUN....so.....Today has been an okay day...I got up and went to class...then another class...and so on and so on...I spent alot of time in my room after my 1:00 class...and I realized that I am growing up...I mean I knew that, but I just really realized it today...so I was sittin here and I thought about all the friendships that I have made throughout my whole life...and then I thought about how many of those people still talk to me to this day. There aren't that many. I am kinda sad, because I know that now while I am in college, these are the times when I need to be spending it with friends the most, but lately I have been spendindg more and more time to myself. I mean I am not complaining and saying "Oh woe is me...I have no friends because I do" I just think that some people are really missing out on life when they focus on certain relationships too much. I know I have in the past, I have ditched my friends because of some thing that I wanted to do or spend some time with some boy, but today I realized that if I am going to get married one day (hopefully) then I can spend my whole life with that guy, I don't have to do it now. After today I wish things could go back to what they used to be. When I was in the 1st grade and all I had to worry about was doing all of my homework so I could go outside and play with my brother. I know that I can't stay little forever..but it might be nice at times...well that is enough for now...thanks...bYE** | | |
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